Can You Find “Mount Sinai” in Your Desert of Life?

I recently completed a study written by Priscilla Shirer on the Old Testament Prophet Elijah [Elías/ Ilyās], and I must tell you how Elijah’s narrative and his bold prayers have moved me to the core of my being. I found it so relevant to our modern lives. I would like to share with you what I experienced during this study.

I thought everything in my life was set in order, yet I was unconsciously placing unreasonable expectations upon myself which derailed my emotional stability. I was beating myself up with self- condemnation, disappointment, and regret about my failure to achieve something that GOD NEVER EVEN EXPECTED OF ME.

In that critical moment—when I was most depleted, vulnerable, fatigue, depressed, exhausted, and disappointed, I called out to the Lord, “I have had enough, Lord”.

I was basically giving up. I wanted to stay silent and isolated in my own desert. Then God stepped in and spoke to me. What a moment that was!

It always happens unexpectedly!

I don’t often hear the Lord speaking to me, but when He does, I know with all my heart that it’s Him. Part of the study made references to the verses [Mark 14:3-9]; where Mary of Bethany, Lazarus’s sister took an expensive perfume and, as an act of worship and adoration poured it over Jesus. As it dripped down over His feet, she wiped his feet with her hair. I felt as if I was there, looking at this beautiful scene and marveling.

I found myself on “Mount Sinai” in my own desert, hearing the Lord, my Yahweh, whispering to me…

While I finished reading Mary’s story, I heard the Lord’s whisper in my heart. This is what He said, “Whenever you speak of Me to others, it is as though you are pouring an expensive perfume over Me.” I am unable to describe the extent to which I was overwhelmed by His love at that moment on a Sunday morning. I was in tears and full of admiration.

He  didn’t  rebuke  me,  nor  did  He  ignore  or  discard  me.  Instead,  He  refreshed  me  by  guiding  me  with  loving  steps  toward  the  LIGHT.

It’s a great reminder to me that God is always here—ready and waiting for us—even when circumstances have redirected us or we have foolishly run into a wilderness of our own making.

He simply requested of me not to isolate myself. My greatest gesture of devotion, and my sacrifice—my expensive perfume [Nard] is to tell others about the goodness of God and share His love and His glory.

My Yahweh gave me a sense of freedom regarding my own limitations and humanity.

I’ve realized that God is not mad at me because my body is tired or my mind is frayed or my soul is unusually heavy—not after what I’ve been through, or the difficulties I’ve endured, or when I’m emotionally running on empty.

Moreover, He is not agitated by the limitations of my flesh. Instead, He patiently stands ready to lift me up and teach me the next lesson in life. He nourishes me as I recover from the distress and tension that may be an ongoing part of my daily life.

Now I take a moment to breathe deeply. I’m enjoying the grace and heartfelt affection of my Heavenly Father, who sees all and knows all. Our Yahweh makes sure that even a trip through the wilderness will not be in vain.

So, look for the “Mount Sinai” in your own desert, where God wants to speak to you and refresh your tired soul.

God Has Given us the Law, But We Need Hope to Fulfill the Law!

Alright, we get it, we all know our struggles with keeping God’s law. But what are we going to do with this knowledge? How is it possible to fulfill His law and keep our promises to God? Most definitely, we need HOPE to keep ourselves pure.

Our roadmap to living a pure life is found in the Bible—The Ten Commandments. If the Ten Commandments were God’s final words, we would lift our hands and say: ”That’s my struggle…where is the help in that?” There is no one and no way we would be able to fulfill them. If you read the lives of the Prophets, you will find that not even they could fulfill The Ten Commandments—they all fell short of God’s Will, just as we do…

But thank God that He has sent His Son into the world, so that as we come to Him in faith and repentance, He sends His Holy Spirit into our hearts to enable us to live a new life. And what does this new life look like?

Our new life actually begins to fulfill the very law of God. The law of God gives us direction for our lives, and the Holy Spirit of God gives us power to move in that direction. The Ten Commitments highlights our struggles, providing a helpful and reliable guide – from the beginning of our earthly life to the end, and even beyond. It’s the power of the gospel “The Good News”, made possible because of the birth of Christ! In Him we find hope and the ability to move forward.

I remember when I was far from grasping the importance of God’s “truth.” Back then, I just couldn’t see it. I knew that I had no righteousness of my own to approach God’s throne, but didn’t yet understand that He, in His infinite love, had already prepared a way to communicate with me through my Savior, the Messiah, the Lord Jesus Christ.

As I studied His Word, I discovered that not only Christians but followers of other religions also agree that Jesus is the Messiah. If we believe that he is the Messiah, then he is the Word of God in human flesh. He is co-eternal and co-existent with God forever. He is the one who is coming again.

John 1:1 says; “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.”

His birth was confirmation that He is who He claims to be.

Jesus said, “I came that they may have life and have it abundantly”— a complete life full of purpose (John 10:10).


Part ll on “What exactly is God’s Will”?

Colin Smith’s teachings on this subject clarified some of my confusion. The previous post was about God’s ‘Secret Will’. Now, we’re looking at God’s ‘Discerned Will’ and ‘Revealed Will’.

It says in [Romans 12:2]

“Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what ‘God’s Will’ is—his good, pleasing and perfect Will.”

This tells us that there is the will of God that isn’t secret and it’s not revealed either; it’s somewhere in between, where we must use discernment. This happens when we wrestle with our decisions, struggling with what ‘God’s Will’ is.

How do we respond to God’s ‘Discerned Will’? We must pursue the path of wisdom to discover this facet of God’s will.

There is no specific answer for our questions in the Bible. But it says, “Whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me—put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you. [Philippians 4:8-9]

The good news is that you’re not alone in the biggest decisions of your life. The Lord is your shepherd and He will lead you beside the still water.

To seek the path of wisdom and discern God’s plan: Go to Him, asking Him to reveal His will in prayer.

The third one is: God’s ‘Revealed Will’. 

His ‘Revealed Will’ is found in the scriptures. The things that are revealed in His word—the Bible belong to us.

Pastor Colin Smith continued: 

The ’Revealed Will’ includes the Ten Commandments. Jesus replied: “Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. This is the first and greatest commandment.” [Matthew 22: 37-38]

And “ Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer.” [Romans 12:12]

“Do not repay anyone evil for evil.” [Romans 12: 17] 


Of course, we all struggle on a daily basis. Though it doesn’t come easily, discovering God’s ‘Revealed Will’ should be always our first concern. God doesn’t hold us accountable for His ‘Secret Will’, but he will hold us accountable for His ‘Revealed Will’.

It doesn’t matter where you live and where you’re from; what matters is how you live.

Do you follow the great commandments?

John said in [1 John 2:17], “The world and its desires pass away, but whoever does the will of God lives forever. The world and the things in it will pass, but not the Will of God.”

Therefore, when we pray, “Help me to do your will”, we are asking for God to reveal what He has kept secret. We are also asking for wisdom regarding what God has asked us to discern. Finally we are asking for God’s help in being obedient to what He reveals to us in His word. This is the meaning of ‘God’s Will’ be done.

What exactly is “God’s Will”?

What exactly is “God’s Will”? This is one of the biggest questions with which we all struggle.

How do you know what ‘God’s Will’ for your life is? 

This question is asked often and is frequently on our hearts and minds.

I have most definitely learned ‘His Will’ from studying God’s word. ‘God’s Will’ is not that simple; being in His Will requires cooperation with the heavenly Father.

Pastor Colin Smith’s teachings on the subject “What is God’s Will for our Lives?” definitely shed some light into my confusion surrounding this topic… 

What are we praying when we say, ‘Your Will be done on earth as it’s in heaven’? [matthew 6:10]

Looking at the meaning of this prayer, there is a model in heaven and there is a model on earth. One of the reasons we find ourselves confused over this verse is that God’s word speaks to us at least three different ways:

— The first one is: God’s ‘Secret Will’

Deuteronomy 29:29 | NIV

“The secret things belong to the Lord our God, but the things revealed belong to us and to our children forever, that we may follow all the words of this law.”

What is God’s ‘Secret Will’?

God works all things according to His will, meaning God is sovereign and His plan prevails. 

You see this at the cross of Jesus Christ.  All kinds of things were happening around the cross. People were mocking and scheming. Satan was stirring up events that lead to the Crucifixion of Lord Jesus.

What was God the Father was doing in those moments? He was working all things according to his plan. What does this wonderful truth tell us? As you and I go through turmoil, asking, ‘Where are you, God?’, He is in the midst of all that’s going on in our lives. Nothing happens in our lives outside of God’s plan and purpose, or behind His control. God will weave a wonderful truth into the painful event that you’re going through.

Admittedly, we often find ourselves asking, “Lord, what are you doing here? Why did you allow this in my life? Why did you save her, and not him? What good could come from this?”

All these questions are about God’s ‘Secret Will’. And the secret things belong to the Lord.

How do we respond to His ‘Secret Will’? We must trust Him, learning to walk by faith and not by sight. We wait until the day that all secrets will be revealed in heaven. We will then see it with new eyes. 

What should be our response, when we are wondering about the mystery of God’s ‘Secret Will’? We can’t see what He is doing. This is where we must pray, “Lord, strengthen my faith to trust you, and let ‘Your Will’ be done”.

Stay Tuned for the second one ‘God’s Discerned Will’, and the third one ‘God’s Revealed Will’.

The Test of Time!

Every season of life has its own game, and testing. How we handle our “game of life” will tell a lot about our characters and willingness to become the best of ourselves.

Inevitably, we admire the things that stand the test of time and that become living examples of the absolute best.

But when it comes to our personal lives—when we go through a long and arduous journey, we may ponder on these questions:

Is this the time to pause and reflect?

Is this the test of this particular journey?

Where do we turn to?

Do we turn to God for understanding, endurance, and deliverance, or become hardened and reject God?

Are we open to being helped by others who obey God, or are we withdrawing guidance and help others may give?

Do we even acknowledge what Christ has done for humanity on the cross?

Or do we accuse God for being unjust?

Sometimes the answer to the questions unasked is to peep into the past and carry the lessons not learned earlier.

Without any doubts, the test of time helps us to grow and build our characters.

It’s written in James 1:2-3, “Consider  it  all  joy, when  you  encounter  various  trials,  knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance.”

This brings us once again to ask ourselves: do we step out with acceptance of what the lessons we may learn and what the journey may prepare us for the future, or do we overlook the most important lesson we are taught?

What is the Most Exhilarating Path Possible?

Thankfully, we have the evidence within our reach—in His book, the Bible. It not only tells us that the world was created by God; more importantly, it tells us who God is. His words reveal how to discover the best and highest path possible for our life.

We must stop blaming God for what is wrong with the world. God, from the very beginning, never intended to burden us with sin—he didn’t burden Adam with sin. God made him upright!

“God gave Adam the freedom to forfeit his righteousness. If you’re a God follower and if the habit of your heart is to blame God, you must really question yourself. 

The Bible tells us: We need to start confessing that we are far from upright.”

—Pastor Colin Smith

The question one may ponder is: how did Adam know what was right and good? What I’ve learned over the years from great Bible teachers is simply this: God wrote what’s right and good on Adam’s heart.  Because he was made upright.

Thomas Boston wrote something helpful: “Adam did not have the law written on tablet stone. But it was written on his mind and the knowledge of it was created within him. God impressed upon his soul and made a law to himself.”

In the first book of the Bible, Genesis, it is explained that God gave everything to Adam. God gave him Eve, and gave them marriage as a gift.  The perfection of their relationship was blessed by God but their continued union with God required obedience to His requests.  

The Ten Commandments were revealed much later. 

Adam didn’t need a law, he was a law unto himself. He didn’t need the Ten Commandments.  The knowledge of right and good was in him.  It was given to him, it was natural and changeable. He had the freedom to forfeit his righteousness.  

One of the questions we all ask is: Why did God allow sin? 

If Adam was upright and didn’t sin, the whole world would have been upright too, and the world would be a paradise. So why did God allow even the possibility of sin? 

The answer is: Freedom—because of his love for his children. God made Adam upright and also made him free. For Adam freedom meant choices with many consequences. 

God made man upright, but sadly man searches for many schemes. 

This is the view of some in the world that we are all righteous. We are not righteous! We fall short on a daily basis! As for me and you, we go to church not because we’re upright, but because our sin brings us to our knees with a humble heart, acknowledging that we’re in need of a Savior—whose way, truth, and love is the Most Exhilarating Path Possible!

Thank you, Father, the God of all creation! I’m standing before you with a humble and thankful heart as a justified sinner—reconciled through your son Jesus Christ, and all my good is in him. When he returns, I will be in him, for I stand on Christ’s rock. Amen!

Who is Your ‘High Rock’?

You may feel far from home right now—far from a safe place; a place of confidence, trust, peace, love, and warmth. You are disappointed, misunderstood, discouraged, confused; don’t know who to trust.

Don’t let your heart be troubled. God is not bound by time or space. You can put your confidence in Him who is always with you and never leaves you alone. Even when you are among unknown people and surroundings, or you are standing on unstable terrain and situation; God will never give up on you. Yahushua is the ‘Higher Rock’. The ‘High Rock’ is your place of refuge and safety.

In [Psalm 61:2-3] David must have been far from home somewhere in the battlefield when he wrote this Psalm.

“From the ends of the earth I call to you, I call as my heart grows faint; lead me to the rock that is higher than I. For you have been my refuge, a strong tower against the enemy.”

Since I have known my Yeshua, this verse along with other verses for protection has been my prayer in times of calamities.

In truth, that said, trusting God to be your rock, fortress and salvation, will change your whole outlook on life. You will no longer be captivated by resentment, confusion, discouragement or disappointment towards others or by any circumstances. When you rest in the power of God, nothing will shake you. His strength remains with you.

Pay Back Wrongs by Praying for the Offender!

You have heard the phrase ‘an eye for an eye’ and ‘a tooth for a tooth’, which refers to the idea that people should be punished according to the way in which they have offended. For example, if they hurt someone, they should be hurt equally badly in return. But God’s word teaches us something quite different: Love those who wrong us. If someone hurts you with their actions or even their condescending comments, don’t get mad. Pray for them instead. 

Simply put, don’t make other people’s voices your concern. And do not even the score with more wrong. Keep in mind, you will never reach your destination if you stop and throw stones right back at your offenders.

It’s easier said than done. We are no different from Jesus’s disciples. Our sinful nature encourages us to get angry and get even…

PETER, the apostle, developed the qualities of compassion in humility the hard way. In his early days with Christ, these attitudes did not come naturally to his impulsive, strong-willed personality. But the Holy Spirit changed PETER, molding his strong personality to God’s use, and teaching him tenderness and humility. In our fallen world, it is often deemed acceptable to retaliate by tearing people down verbally if we’ve been hurt. PETER, remembering the words of Jesus [If anyone slaps you on the right cheek, turn to them the other cheek also], encourages his readers to pay back wrongs by praying for the offenders. In God’s kingdom, revenge and hurling insults are unacceptable behavior, no matter how indirectly it is done. Rise above seeking revenge against those who hurt you. Instead of reacting angrily to these people, pray for them. 

Forging the qualities of compassion in humility is hard work. It may not come naturally to us, but if we ask the Holy Spirit to help us and mold our personality to more closely resemble His Son, He will begin to shape us, bringing us a life filled with peace.

I have learned some lessons the hard way on this topic:  First, remember God causes his sun to rise on the righteous and the unrighteous. A gentle reminder, instead of harsh words is usually the appropriate response when repetitive wrong behavior must be addressed.  Second, if it’s necessary, you may consider withdrawing from people and places from time to time. Give yourself some space from the world that is filled with millions of mouths that talk too much but never have anything to say. Do it for the sake of your sanity and theirs, and let it be done in love. 

Here is what the Lord Jesus said in the Sermon on the Mount. 

“You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be children of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous.

If you love those who love you, what reward will you get?

[Matthew 5:43-46 | NIV]

Let’s cut each other some slack. Don’t let the behavior of others stress you out. You have no control over someone else’s thoughts or their actions. Make patience and love be your daily aims.

Stay blessed my friends.

Rise on the Wings of the Dawn and Praise Him!

Our problems and daily struggles may not immediately cease to exist, but our attitude of gratitude is enough to find peace in the midst of our struggle and hope for an eventual resolution. 

My friends, when we express gratitude for our relationship with the Divine Spirit, we develop compassion and humility when we learn to be thankful for someone else’s kindness and care. When you get a phone call from someone who wants to check on you, or when you receive a text saying they’re praying for you, or you receive a warm meal while you’re sick in bed, or someone sends you followers; it all tells you that someone cares about you. You’re loved and valued. Practice gratefulness for their act of generosity in reaching out to you.

God cares even more about your well being. Because of his love for you, he sent Jesus who is the embodiment of God himself [his son], and he died on the cross for the sins of the whole world. So, when you come to accept Jesus as your savior, your sins are forgiven. Again, because he took your sins and died on the cross, you can have eternal and abundant life. That’s called love—no condemnation, no judgement, and no hidden agenda….

Our response to God for all he has done for us and he is with us in our darkest hours should be thankfulness. Of course, we do not thank God for our sorrow and adversity, but we acknowledge that He is sovereign and will never abandon us.

As David praise God in [Psalm 139: 9-10]

“If I rise on the wings of the dawn,

if I settle on the far side of the sea,

even there your hand will guide me,

your right hand will hold me fast.”

Again, thanking our loving God at the wings of the dawn, and Praising him for his endless love at the end of our day means; he is a good and loving Father—we acknowledge that he will use our situation for his purposes, bringing good out of even worse circumstances. Remember, there is a reason for everything that happens.

Can Our Faith and Hope be Enough to Please God?

Why does he say,”Love matters more than Faith and hope”?

Pastor Colin Smith’s teaching sheds light on the question, “Why does Paul, the apostle of Christ, say that love is greater than faith and hope?”

In a message given by Colin, he teaches, “The Bible gives us the negative and the positive effects of our lives on earth. The negative keeps us from Christ, because of our arrogance, pride and self-confidence, which tempt us to stay distant from God, in order to continue what we’re doing. The same behavior, when we finally realize the futility of it, can be the positive catalyst which finally draws us to Christ.”

Let’s take a look at this verse [1 Corinthians 13:13 | NIV]

“… And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.”

In Vs.13, Paul says,  Hope, Faith, and Love are all essential and eternal, but then he identified love as “the greatest” of all. 

How is this possible? How can love be greater than faith and hope?

Pastor Colin refers to another bible teacher, Bishop Riley, who explains it like this, “Love is the greatest grace, for it is the one quality exemplified by God (because God is love) and reflected by believers.

God doesn’t need faith. And God doesn’t need hope, because he knows the future. And certainly he knows the present as he has it secured in his hand.”

Pastor Colin continued, “With misty eyes I said, ‘Oh, what a beautiful passage from Paul!’ He describes three frightening possibilities. The first is to worship without love.

And the second frightening possibility is to have the faith to move the mountains, but to have no love. And the third, the most frightening possibility of all, is the possibility of sacrifice without love. If you give all that you possess generously to the poor and others, but you do not love, you gain nothing.”

It’s true that God doesn’t need faith or hope.  As we read in 1 John 4:8, ‘God is love.’ Scripture never says that God is faith or hope, though he is the object of our faith and hope, to be sure. And the more love his people have, the more they’re like their Father God.

In vs 13. Paul encourages us to keep reflecting on God’s love. And what God has done through his son, Christ Jesus—the miracles that he performed and his death on the cross [death of a righteous person on behalf of unrighteous people, so that he might bring you to God] is the evidence of God’s love for his children.  

In summary, Paul, the apostle of Christ is saying: Love matters. In spite of all your gifts, your knowledge, your prestige, your faith, your ministry, your sacrifices, your services, your good deeds; If you don’t love, God counts it all as nothing.

When I heard this message, it made me question how some of us live and how we show our love. When I found myself wrestling with “The World’s love vs. God’s love”, I had to take my questions and confusion to God in prayer, saying “Lord, I see that some of us truly love you. But what I don’t understand is, How can one worship you on one hand, and hate others on the other hand?

How can one sit near your altar, worshiping you—even speaking in the tongues of men and angels—then leave your presence and regard others with hatred and indifference, the total opposite of your love? I’m not judging, rather I’m asking all this in the name of Jesus. Amen!”

Surely, two days later, God shed light on my confusion, speaking to me through someone dear, who reminded me of this verse, “For everyone has sinned; we all fall short of God’s glorious standard.” [Romans 3:23]

Indeed, we are all sinners. I’m as a sinner just as they are. That is why we’re in need of a Savior, Christ Jesus. I thanked God for the reminder of who we are, and who He is. 

Dear Lord, 

I see that love is indeed greater than faith and hope. Love is essential to your nature. I thank you, Lord, for your unwavering love. How good it is to trust in you! And my hope in you keeps me going, especially when I struggle with pain in my flesh, weakness, and discouragement. Loving Lord, help me by filling my heart with your love, that I may give this love to those you have placed in my life. May others know that I belong to you because of how I love. I praise you only, O God of love. Amen!